Have you ever noticed that when you have all the time in the world at your disposal, it can be very challenging to determine how to best make use of it? When you have limited time, then you have to choose wisely only those things that are truly precious to you. This makes life easier, but also safer. When you have so much time, you have so many options available to you. You can do time wasters, such as computer games or checking out facebook, or get out there and try new things. I have been doing a mix of both (perhaps too much of the former!) but have found myself questioning desires, such as wanting to travel to Germany. Why do I need to go again, after being there last year, when there are so many other countries still unexplored? Behind that inquiry is the worry that I will not have the time or resources to do all the things I want to do, like see the whole world. And the anxiety that my choices are proving to be too safe. Last night I dreamed that I saw an insect on the floor that sudden exploded and produced thousands of baby insects – over and over again. I guess that’s telling me this problem is bugging me. That, or I’m worried about getting someone’s germs! With all the possibilities out there in the world, why choose this one? And why can’t I get off the fence? Perhaps the only way to know is to go ahead, take the leap (even if I consider it a small non-worthy one) and buy the tickets. Who knows, maybe some amazing adventures still exist in places I have already been!